翻聽Bob Dylan的《Desolation Row》湧起一股莫名的觸動,感覺就像走過了一條漫長的荒涼之路。頭兩句不知怎的讓我想到最近的香港:
They’re selling postcards of the hanging
They’re painting the passports brown
他們販售吊刑的名信片
他們把護照髹成啡色
然後我便分外留神聽接下來發生甚麼事:
The beauty parlor is filled with sailors
The circus is in town
Here comes the blind commissioner
They’ve got him in a trance
One hand is tied to the tight-rope walker
The other is in his pants
And the riot squad they’re restless
They need somewhere to go
As Lady and I look out tonight
From Desolation Row
美髮店擠滿了水手
馬戲團就在城後
然後來了一個特首
他們將他發入吽竇
一隻手綁住走鋼線高手
另一隻插在褲袋裡頭
還有防暴警察全在煩躁無休
他們需要某個地方抖抖
像這位小姐和我遍夜尋求
由荒涼之路口
然後找到哪裡去?似乎是酒館。
Cinderella, she seems so easy
“It takes one to know one,” she smiles
And puts her hands in her back pockets
Bette Davis style
And in comes Romeo, he’s moaning
“You Belong to Me I Believe”
And someone says, “You’re in the wrong place my friend
You better leave”
And the only sound that’s left
After the ambulances go
Is Cinderella sweeping up
On Desolation Row
灰姑娘,她似乎幾開放
「講嗰個就係嗰個。」佢笑咗
然後將雙手插進後袋
貝蒂戴維斯的風格
然後來了個羅密歐,佢喺度呻吟
「你係屬於我㗎我相信!」
然後有人話:「你來錯地方喇朋友,
你最好離開。」
然後唯一留低的聲音
在救護車走了之後
是灰姑娘的掃地聲
在荒涼之道上
我很喜歡這一種講故事的歌,因為這才叫做「吟遊」。當現在的歌失去了這種吟遊性,就空餘下一堆感質。我們已經不再用灰姑娘來形容負責打掃地方的女人,我喜歡這樣的形容,但設定跟原著是反轉的:掃完地,一到十二點,她就準時穿回自己的玻璃鞋。
然後已經好夜好夜了:
Now the moon is almost hidden
The stars are beginning to hide
The fortune-telling lady
Has even taken all her things inside
All except for Cain and Abel
And the hunchback of Notre Dame
Everybody is making love
Or else expecting rain
And the Good Samaritan, he’s dressing
He’s getting ready for the show
He’s going to the carnival tonight
On Desolation Row
現在月亮就快都看不見
繁星也開始隱淡
占卜未來的女人
甚已將她的所有東西收起
所有除了該隱和亞伯
以及聖母院的鐘樓佗俠
人人都在做愛
或其餘的在等雨
然後有個好撒馬利亞人,他在換裝
他已經準備好出騷
今晚他將會前往嘉年華
在荒涼之道上
突然輪到《哈姆雷特》的女主角奧菲利亞登場:
Now Ophelia, she’s ’neath the window
For her I feel so afraid
On her twenty-second birthday
She already is an old maid
To her, death is quite romantic
She wears an iron vest
Her profession’s her religion
Her sin is her lifelessness
And though her eyes are fixed upon
Noah’s great rainbow
She spends her time peeking
Into Desolation Row
現在奧菲利亞,她就倚在窗旁
我真為她擔心
在她廿二歲生日時
她已經是一個老女僕
對她,死亡是幾浪漫
她穿了一件鐵的背心
信仰就是她的自白
白活就是她的罪名
雖然她已定睛望着上方
那道挪亞的偉大彩虹
但她仍是費上時間來偷望
那條荒涼之路
而你有沒有聽過愛恩斯坦拉小提琴?這一個卻不是那一個,因為他太潦倒了:
Einstein, disguised as Robin Hood
With his memories in a trunk
Passed this way an hour ago
With his friend, a jealous monk
He looked so immaculately frightful
As he bummed a cigarette
Then he went off sniffing drainpipes
And reciting the alphabet
Now you would not think to look at him
But he was famous long ago
For playing the electric violin
On Desolation Row
愛恩斯坦扮成羅賓漢
帶着他車尾廂的回憶
在一小時前才經過這裡
和他的朋友、來自善妒寺的僧侶
他看起來不染得可怕
尤其在他討煙的時候
接着他走去嗅着水喉
叨唸着字母
現在你不會想望到他
但好耐之前他都風光過
奏着電子提琴
在那荒涼之路
從荒涼到荒淫?
Dr. Filth, he keeps his world
Inside of a leather cup
But all his sexless patients
They’re trying to blow it up
Now his nurse, some local loser
She’s in charge of the cyanide hole
And she also keeps the cards that read
“Have Mercy on His Soul”
They all play on pennywhistles
You can hear them blow
If you lean your head out far enough
From Desolation Row
猥褻醫生,他將他的世界
藏在一隻皮杯裡
但他所有無性的病人
他們正嘗試吹起它
現在他的護士,某個本地的失敗者
她是山埃孔的話事人
而她亦藏了一張卡片寫着
「願主垂憐他的靈魂」
他們全都玩着尖哨
你可以聽到他們在吹
如果你把頭傾得夠遠
從荒涼之道
卡薩諾瓦是意大利聞名的詩人情聖,這一段特別令我着迷:
Across the street they’ve nailed the curtains
They’re getting ready for the feast
The Phantom of the Opera
A perfect image of a priest
They’re spoonfeeding Casanova
To get him to feel more assured
Then they’ll kill him with self-confidence
After poisoning him with words
And the Phantom’s shouting to skinny girls
“Get Outa Here If You Don’t Know
Casanova is just being punished for going
To Desolation Row”
對面街他們已釘上帷幕
他們已準備好一場盛宴
《歌聲魅影》
牧師的完美形象
他們用湯匙向卡薩諾瓦灌藥
讓他稍為有安全感
然後他們用自信來殺掉他
之前用文字毒害他
然後魅影向瘦削的女孩們喊道:
「如果你不知道就請你們離開
卡薩諾瓦已經受罪因他
前往荒涼之道。」
接下來這一段,我懷疑是在描寫納粹的集中營:
Now at midnight all the agents
And the superhuman crew
Come out and round up everyone
That knows more than they do
Then they bring them to the factory
Where the heart-attack machine
Is strapped across their shoulders
And then the kerosene
Is brought down from the castles
By insurance men who go
Check to see that nobody is escaping
To Desolation Row
現在午夜所有特工
和超人類團隊
出來圍住了所有人
因為知道了不該知道的
然後把他們帶到工廠
那裡有心臟病機器
綁在他們的肩膊上
然之後那煤油
從城堡裡帶下來
有人會以防萬一
檢查一下看看是否無人能逃
逃往荒涼之路
Bob Dylan這首歌可能戲仿了英國詩人ES艾略特的長詩《荒原》,這首詩的一大特色是沒有人能看懂一個字——每個字都懂,湊起來卻不成意思。之前跟大家介紹過的艾茲拉龐德,勉強把《荒原》翻改成可讀的版本,加了很多註腳,務求令世人讀得通它的真意。這個情節,Bob Dylan也收錄在《Desolation Row》第九節裡面:
Praise be to Nero’s Neptune
The Titanic sails at dawn
And everybody’s shouting
“Which Side Are You On?”
And Ezra Pound and T. S. Eliot
Fighting in the captain’s tower
While calypso singers laugh at them
And fishermen hold flowers
Between the windows of the sea
Where lovely mermaids flow
And nobody has to think too much
About Desolation Row
讚美歸於尼祿的海王星
鐵達尼啟程於黎明
而每個人都發出喊聲
「你到底站哪一邊?」
而艾茲拉龐和ES艾略
在船長的塔上決鬥
卡利索普歌手取笑他們
漁民手執鮮花
在大海的窗戶之間
那裡有可愛的美人魚流過
此際沒有人想太多
關於那荒涼之路
是的,Bob Dylan是在模仿ES艾略特式的混亂,而在最後一節揭曉了混亂的原因:
Yes, I received your letter yesterday
(About the time the doorknob broke)
When you asked how I was doing
Was that some kind of joke?
All these people that you mention
Yes, I know them, they’re quite lame
I had to rearrange their faces
And give them all another name
Right now I can’t read too good
Don’t send me no more letters, no
Not unless you mail them
From Desolation Row
係呀,我尋日收到你嘅信
(大概在門鎖壞了的時候)
你問我最近過成怎樣
是一個需要笑的笑話嗎?
全部這些你所提及的人
係呀,我知道佢哋,佢哋都幾無趣
我需要重新構建他們的臉容
給他們全都搞混了名字
此際我已經不太擅於閱讀
不要再寄更多的信給我了,不要
除非它們是你寄自
於荒涼之路
聽過這麼多段,就像走完了一段漫長的荒涼的路,有一種想哭的感覺。Bob Dylan的音樂經常都給予的這種荒涼感,只有經歷很多的人才會有這種感覺,寫得出這種詞,流下了這滴淚。
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浪漫月巴睇2000(124)
【請讓她好像X年前那個笨女孩般勇敢吧】
2020年10月,我們還在戴著口罩的日子,The Pancakes突然推出了新歌《as brave as that stupid girl》。
1.突然想起2002年某一天。
2.那天中午,有雨,仍然瞓緊的我收到自己組的同事電話,同事說,她病了,要請病假,但下午約了一單訪問,訪問一個獨立女歌手,叫我幫手跟。我問她歌手名字,她用一把病聲說「The Pancakes」,我話「吓?」,她惟有再用她那把病聲說:「The Pancakes。」
3.那是個沒有YouTube沒有Spotify沒有串流而只有實體碟的年代,聽歌的前設,就是要有隻碟在手,於是,我在沒有聽過The Pancakes半首歌(甚至連她把聲都未聽過)的情況下,趕去天后一間餐廳。雨愈下愈大。
4.坐在暗角的我好緊張。不要睇我月巴屍大隻,我其實好細膽,好驚做訪問,因為做訪問代表要同陌生人傾偈,但又不能讓對方睇穿你好緊張,你惟有裝作不緊張,緊張地表現出不緊張——一想到又要身陷這種心理角力,頂,當堂令我更緊張。
5.The Pancakes來了,咦,原來是個有點細粒感覺隨和(因為細粒總會令人覺得隨和)的女仔,同行的,還有她的經理人(我靠估)。我不知道應該怎樣稱呼她,The Pancakes小姐?Pancakes小姐?肯定不會是The小姐吧……好緊張好緊張。記憶中,我好似由頭到尾都沒有嗌她名字。
6.記憶中,那是個頗愉快的訪問。我們談了很多——尤其記得談到Bass,我們都發現平日聽歌時,其實幾難聽到Bass,Bass明明存在,明明有被彈出來,偏偏又難以被聽見,好似不存在。
7.訪問差不多了,外面的雨也停了,可以影相。我們行去天后那條行車天橋底某位置,期間經理人(我靠估)細細聲跟我說:「希望唔好叫佢跳起扮Cutie嗰類,佢唔鍾意。」我說沒問題,連隨同攝影師說了,於是,The Pancakes就是簡單地,站在天后天橋底,影完,Bye。回到公司,我選了其中一張最簡單的,聽錄音,寫稿,刊登——就像任何一篇登在報紙上的文,都只會在世上留低一天,然後,到下一天,再沒有人記得,恍如不曾存在。
8.不像The Pancakes的歌,一直留下,一直在這個地方留下,留在未必太多但肯定為數不少的人心裡;而她,由當初一個未必太多人識侊如不存在的細粒歌手,漸漸變成一個有不少人知道她存在的細粒歌手,有些歌,成為廣告歌,有些歌,成為流行歌,也有些歌,在網絡年代成為了話題歌,像《給發哥的歌》;人人對她產生不同的認知,而有理由相信,當中有不少一廂情願,以為The Pancakes就是一個很Cutie(影相又會無嗱嗱跳起)的女仔——我們往往透過一些事物的表象,去一口咬定表象背後。
9.所以沒有人想過她會在四年前突然「消失」——沒有新作,沒有Update FB,甚至沒有公開交代自己將會消失好一陣子(以便乘機開番幾場Show搵錢),就只是,純粹地消失。我想起《one day when i think of life i won't cry anymore》,她說:one day when i think of life / i won't fear anymore anymore anymore / but not today。總之有甚麼原因,令她選擇將自己消失。
10.四年後的9月19日,她終於在FB交代自己的消失,然後,推出新歌《as brave as that stupid girl》,並隆重其事由老公林日曦拍了一個前衛後現代眼花MV,歌詞最後一句說:please let me be as brave as that stupid girl X years ago——請讓我好像X年前那個笨女孩般勇敢吧,用字還是幽默苦澀,唱腔還是那麼The Pancakes。2020年,是她出道二十周年,一個細粒女子勇敢度過的二十年,勇敢未必是時時刻刻話俾人聽心口有個勇字,而是坦承自己的恐懼。
(原文刊於am730)
#浪漫月巴睇2000
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不環保的環保
Translation: @berbermnm
.
某次選舉
我收到議員大方送給選民的精緻環保袋
塑膠的包裝袋未拆 就被我放在櫃子裡
至今未見過第二眼
.
不必要的環保袋就是浪費資源
不必要的環保筷就是破壞環境
不必要的特價品就是貴
不必要的贈品就是負擔
我這麼認為
所以我覺得送禮很不容易
希望禮物沒有過度包裝
也希望對方能喜愛常用
常常只能送吃的 或是無限可能的禮金
.
那一次選舉
我得到一個塑膠包裝袋 一個被冷落的袋子
也承擔它們製程中任何資源能源的消耗
在我用完家裡源源不絕的塑膠袋之後
我就會把環保袋從櫃子裡請出來好好對待
.
我大學時裝泳具的塑膠袋還在執勤
我畢業後買的背包還陪著我旅行
我當兵時的不銹鋼筷還在照顧我
我不是堅持環保的戰士
也有貪圖方便的懶惰心態
只是它們健康忠誠地陪著我 就一起走下去了
.
如果不需要就不要
如果能重用就再用
我們還是可以在環保當中 維持原有的生活水準
.
I received a delicate recycle bag from an election candidate during his campaign which I put aside together with the plastic wrapping and haven’t casted a second look on it till now.
.
Extra recycle bags are a waste of resources
Extra reusable chopsticks are harmful to the environment
Unnecessary discounted goods are expensive
Unnecessary gifts are actually weighing you down
This is what I believe and that’s why I think it’s not easy to give gifts
I hope the gifts from me are without excessive wrapping and will be genuinely liked by the receivers that they will use the gifts
It often comes down to food and snacks, or the all mighty cash
.
I got a plastic wrapping and a bag I never used from that election and I shared the burden of the material and energy consumed for its production
I will take it out and make good use of it after I I finished using the vast amount of plastic bags in my home
.
The plastic bag I used for my swimming gears is still carrying out its mission
The backpack I bought after graduation is still my company on my trips
The chopsticks made of stainless steel I got when I was serving the army is still feeding me
I’m not an environmental warrior
I am often lazy and put convenience my first priority
These are still accompanying me just because they are still healthy and doing their jobs loyally
.
Don’t take it if we don’t need it
Reuse it if it’s still reusable
We still can maintain our standard of living while adding a certain amount of environmental friendly acts in it.
.
@oh_dii @charliecreep @taihualiu29 @ethanzhang190 @djangotsaiphotographer @mengchu.y @chiu_hsin_ying
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想聊這個想很久,所以 ... 來聊聊吧!
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這是一個似乎沒有很多人注意到的話題,但我想帶起有關這個的意識。我不再用"無油"或"無糖"等這些字眼來標註我的食譜,因為我覺得這是引起現代許多人飲食失調,沉入健康飲食痴迷症的潛在原因。每個人是要去找適合自己的飲食沒有錯,但不要被食物綁架了。我們活在一個充滿 diet culture 、資訊爆炸的世代,重要的是有獨立思考、判斷是非、自行查證可靠來源的能力。希望我們能夠一起朝著沒有利益所造成的傷害、負面影響、與 diet-free 的理智世界前進。
I've stopped using "oil-free" or "sugar-free" in my recipes cus I think it's one of the triggers to eating disorder and orthorexia. Yes, we need to find the right diet for ourselves but don't go down to the "clean" rabbit hole. I feel this diet culture has become toxic and almost out of control in Taiwan. I hope one day we could live in a sensible world without cruelty and diet urges.
be true to you and to myself,
always,
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• https://celiac.org/about-the-foundation/featured-news/2014/02/9-things-you-should-know-before-going-gluten-free/
→ "More people than ever are buying, cooking and eating gluten-free foods — not that they all require the diet. Gluten-free living appeals to about 30 percent of American adults — but seems to still be widely misunderstood."
簡譯:許多人開始購買無麩質的食物和食譜,但是他們並不需要採取無麩質飲食。在美國約有 30% 的人受無麩質飲食吸引,但是無麩質飲食似乎被大多數人誤解。
• https://oregon.providence.org/forms-and-information/t/three-reasons-to-go-gluten-free-and-three-reasons-not-to/
→Three reasons NOT to go gluten-free (3 個你不需要採取無麩質飲食的原因)
• https://www.bmj.com/content/357/bmj.j1892
→ Long term gluten consumption in adults without celiac disease and risk of coronary heart disease
有關 Diet Culture 極端飲食文化
• https://edrdpro.com/its-time-to-drop-out-of-diet-culture/
• https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/blog/recognizing-and-resisting-diet-culture
• https://www.bbc.com/news/av/uk-england-london-46816517/body-positivity-ditch-the-diet-and-rethink-your-body
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WHAT I USE {BARREL LEAF KITCHEN} (2019)
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常用器具 (2019)
• 調理機 - https://amzn.to/2WXFKBY
• 小調理杯 - https://amzn.to/2PIjGHG
• 食物處理機 - http://bit.ly/nora-magimix
• 不沾炒鍋 - http://bit.ly/woll-28-pan
• 密封盒 - https://igrape.net/2U_TZ
• 密封罐 - https://ibestfun.net/2Q_aC
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» My Journey with Eating Disorder 我的厭食+暴食旅程 - https://youtu.be/zbt638hsyLc
» Why I became a Vegan 我如何變成全植飲食者 - https://youtu.be/Jtjf87f7s4Y
Watch More Vegan Recipes:
Lazy Vegan Breakfast Ideas 懶人全植早餐點子 - https://youtu.be/4olnFHAEZao
2 Vegan Black Sesame Snacks 全素黑芝麻點心 - https://youtu.be/vN3ChJDBNLk
12 Days Away from Home 離家 12 天 全植飲食 - https://youtu.be/lGjo20x8OM0
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HELPFUL LINKS
• 常用器具 & 食材 - https://www.barrelleaf.com/shop/
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• My Kitchen Staples - https://www.barrelleaf.com/shop/
• FAQ - https://www.barrelleaf.com/recipe-measurement/
• My iHerb Haul- https://www.barrelleaf.com/iherb-first-buy/
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ABOUT THIS VIDEO
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