關於 苦痛in english ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

我們身邊或許還是有需多無法公開性傾向的朋友，
或是有很多陷入家庭關係，受到長輩壓迫還在掙扎苦痛的人。
　　　　　　　　
希望這個世界能夠更友善，
能夠慢慢走向一個讓每個人都能舒服自在生活的地方。
　　　　　　　　
同遊前夕的夫夫劇場，
這禮拜讓我們來聽聽這對男同志伴侶對未來的考慮，
以及他們最後的選擇。　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　
🌈臺灣同志遊行—同志好厝邊
2019年10月26日（六）
讓我們一起為愛而走。
　　　　　　　　
地點｜台北市政府前廣場
時間｜12：00彩虹市集 13：30遊行出發
　　
　　
🏳‍🌈 導演/後製 Director ｜張維剛
編劇 Screenwriter｜林哲弘
翻譯 English subtitle｜DEAR BLUE
　　
🏳‍🌈 演員Cast(按出場順序in order of appearance)
林哲弘(哲弘) LIN,JHE-HONG IG:_hong_noah_
郭宸瑋(宸瑋) GUO,CHEN-WEI IG:k871306
林思穎(思穎) LIN,SIH-YING IG:ying_ice_lin
王盈堯(阿凱) WANG,YING-YAO IG:eyo_wang
　　　　
　　　　　　
　　　　
#婚姻平權 #結婚 #同志

我們身邊或許還是有需多無法公開性傾向的朋友，
或是有很多陷入家庭關係，受到長輩壓迫還在掙扎苦痛的人。
　　　　　　　　
希望這個世界能夠更友善，
能夠慢慢走向一個讓每個人都能舒服自在生活的地方。
　　　　　　　　
同遊前夕的夫夫劇場，
這禮拜讓我們來聽聽這對男同志伴侶對未來的考慮，
以及他們最後的選擇。　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　
🌈臺灣同志遊行—同志好厝邊
2019年10月26日（六）
讓我們一起為愛而走。
　　　　　　　　
地點｜台北市政府前廣場
時間｜12：00彩虹市集 13：30遊行出發
　　
　　
🏳‍🌈 導演/後製 Director ｜張維剛
編劇 Screenwriter｜林哲弘
翻譯 English subtitle｜DEAR BLUE
　　
🏳‍🌈 演員Cast(按出場順序in order of appearance)
林哲弘(哲弘) LIN,JHE-HONG IG:_hong_noah_
郭宸瑋(宸瑋) GUO,CHEN-WEI IG:k871306
林思穎(思穎) LIN,SIH-YING IG:ying_ice_lin
王盈堯(阿凱) WANG,YING-YAO IG:eyo_wang
　　　　
　　　　　　
　　　　
#婚姻平權 #結婚 #同志

拒絕任何動物表演行為
去泰國不要騎大象看大象表演🐘

(English version below)
前陣子因為朋友阿莫去了趟大象志工，講述了許多故事與知識，覺得非常必須統整起來跟大家分享...(文長)。---at Elephant Nature Park(ENP)

▲簡單的認識是:
不鎖、不勾、不騎、不沖涼、不馬戲

Simple check list for elephants:
NO chain, NO bullhocks, NO ride, NO bath, NO performance

▲兩個關於大象的經歷:
🐘Mae Yu
1984年生
數度被強迫交配、搶走小孩，加上過度工作前腳受傷無法行走整體狀況極差，在被救援後不管大家如何努力她都沒有求生意志... 在嘗試各種方法後，大家決定幫她找回孩子。

非常幸運的，真的在馬戲中找到她的孩子Boi。
在他們相見那天，他們叫喊聲是響遍山谷的，維持許久(工作人員甚至也從沒聽過那樣的叫聲)，他們相認相擁。終於Yui恢復進食，狀況才慢慢好轉。

他們真的真的非常幸運...因為被勞役、被拿來娛樂的甚至還有數千隻，他們有許多老了、跛了、瞎了，還有心理出狀況的。

🐘Mae Boonjan
在多次受孕後，最後一次生小孩時因為知道自己的孩子又快要被帶走，讓他想踩死自己的小孩Zuki，被馬戲訓練師制止並帶走。

在多次的打擊和崩潰而精神出了問題的Boonjan，在被救援後也還是無法與其他象和平共處，目前在林中依然獨處孤獨的生活著。

雖然ENP將Zuki找回，但也許因斷奶太久，Boonjan並不太認得自己的小孩，加上Zuki天生的缺陷也讓他不久後就夭折了。

被救援的象並不是免費的，在泰國一隻小象就要200萬泰銖，就算沒有利用價值的老象也要價幾十萬，因為他們還是可以被迫受孕，或奪走象牙、製作皮包.......。

*2/24 經歷更新：
在ENP陸續救援的數十隻象中，大部分都願意重新相信人類，但也會有無法平息苦痛與怒火的象⋯。例如其中一隻已傷害了不少人，在救援後甚至會試圖將靠近柵欄的人捲進去。

⋯過去他在馬戲工作，因選擇反抗而被戳瞎了眼(為了讓他失去方向感而乖乖就範)，後來剛烈的他也許帶著赴死決心更強烈的反抗，導致他連左耳都被割下半只，最後被麻醉制服。人們不敢再靠近他，也決定要活活餓死他。

他的怒火，或許帶著超越我們想像的恐懼⋯。
被救援的他還是走來走去、發出尖叫聲、並試圖脫離圍欄。我們能同理，卻也真的無法體會他過去所承受的痛苦。

▲更多的是:
1. 香蕉對大象而言就像人類的甜食，其實吃多了也不好。
2. 大象用氣味辨識人，像聞鞋子、腳。

3. 大象甩耳是為了散熱，因耳朵遍布血管所以散熱快，並幫助身體降溫。

4. 大象有些喜歡玩水，但也有不喜歡的，而且會怕冷。他們喜歡泥巴浴可以保濕、驅蚊，觀光行程中的幫大象洗浴容易導致皮膚乾燥甚至潰爛。

5. 正常的象是有弧度的山丘狀背部，他們的脖子、象鼻強壯，可捲起500kg重物。但象背很脆弱，終年被騎乘下來背部會塌陷，有些甚至會導致膝蓋無法彎曲，連睡覺都要站著。

6. Phajaan儀式，會將象單獨關進一個只能站立的木製牢籠，除了剝奪水和食物外，他們還會不斷撥放噪音讓象保持清醒。

用尖銳的竹籤或釘子刺進他的腳趾、用象勾劃破耳朵。早晨和傍晚還必須被象勾抽打一小時。當象虛弱得無法站立時還會套上繩索勒住他們的頸部。

Phajaan 就是毀壞，摧毀象的意志，讓他們崩潰...再利用恐懼來進行"訓練"。而訓練的每一天都還是持續地被折磨...。

7. 被囚禁的他們運氣好的話一天能喝5-10公升的水(原應是140-200)，只有乾棕櫚葉可吃。很多不聽話的象甚至被打斷腿...。

8. 大象強暴：許多象媽媽是被強迫交配的，他們的身心受到極大傷害，甚至一聞或看到公象就會拼命逃跑，但同時因為被鐵鍊鍊住的狀態導致他們臀部塌陷後肢殘障(Bualoi is one of them)。

9. 小象除了爸媽之外還有保母，保母會擔起照顧的責任亦步亦趨。爸媽一定會盡全力保護小象，反抗盜獵者的最後可能就是被殺掉...包括保母，他們才能帶走小象。

10. 被救援的象恢復期可能需要1-2年才能回到[較健康]的狀態，有些甚至在被解開鐵鍊時會強烈驚慌害怕到尿失禁，有人靠近就會要自己舌頭，也完全不敢進食⋯。

*2/28更新：
Ploy Thong 雙眼失明，估計約30歲，他於泰國芭堤雅待了16年，日復一日從大早到日落的載著遊客，用象鼻嗅探方向。在更早之前也曾待在馬戲團中。

在解救Bua Keaw時大象基金會的志工注意到Ploy的痛苦而與他的主人進行談判，終於去年(20180203)被ENP營救。到達象園的他發出低沈的聲音，吸引了在不遠叢林中的象群，他們都紛紛趕上前去迎接他，大家用象鼻親切的撫摸這隻盲象，象鼻纏繞著彼此。猜想他必定永遠不會忘記新家庭成員們的溫暖。(如有興趣可關鍵字搜尋Ploy Thong，此段有影片紀錄）

▲小插曲：
隔著一條河，位在ENP對面的即是以營利為目的的象營。可以看到他們一天到河邊洗了好多次澡，皮膚脆弱乾燥常常有傷口。那的象伕腰間掛著長勾，讓大象學人的姿勢坐下跪下以方便大家拍照，最後再讓他們騎上他的背，一次幾百塊。

阿莫問了ENP的工作人員：「難道都沒有大象逃跑過來嗎？」
他說：「幾個月前有一隻小象逃了過來，當時所有大象都停下動作，並走向這個孩子。

但很快的，他就被對面的公司捉回去了。當晚對面的河岸邊傳來小象的哭喊尖叫，而接下來的一個禮拜他都沒有再出來載客。(通常會被關在籠中防止逃跑，禁食挨餓，也免不了毒打)

那晚，園裏的大象們到了睡覺時間依然躁動、議論著、很不平靜。大家心裡也都十分難受卻都無能為力，因為一隻小象要價上百萬，而救援清單中還有200多隻狀況更緊急及情況更糟的大象們⋯。

除了希望大家把資訊傳遞出去外，也能一起祈求這隻小象、及其他還在受傷害的象們都能被更善待、被釋放，回歸自由與平安。

*象園中的大象們很多在ENP中有詳盡記錄，如果想認識他們也能到網站上搜尋，或想參與志工也能聯繫：www.elephantnaturepark.org

▲Two elephants experiences
🐘Mae Yui
''Mae Yui was the first elephant we rescued for this project. At that time, she was emotionally very ill. No matter how hard we tried to treat her wounds, she didn’t care. No willingness to thrive.

Mae Yui was forced to mate for three times and each time, her babies were taken away by the mahouts to undergo "Phajaan". Last time afterwards, she refused to work. That’s why the previous owner sold Mae Yui.

Fortunately, ENP actually found Mae Boi, the young baby of Mae Yui.

When Mae Yui and Mae Boi reunited. The moment they saw each other, they were roaring so loud, for so long. Anyone who heard that can deeply understand elephants are highly sentimental animals.

Once her baby Mae Boi returned, Mae Yui recovered shortly.''

🐘Mae Boonjan
The past of Mae Boonjan was as tragic as Mae Yui. She has been forced to breed for a few times in the industry (conventional practice). When she gave birth to her last baby Zuki, she knew the trainer would come and take it away soon. Or maybe Zuki was born disable - Mae Boonjan decided to kill her own baby.

And of course her mahout won’t let her do that (commercial considerations) – he stopped her and took away Zuki. Later ENP also rescued Zuki. However they separated for too long and Mae Boonjan could hardly remember Zuki. They didn’t make the bonding again. Since Zuki was born with defects, it died soon.

Mae Boonjan didn’t go along well with the group. She prefers to roam around on her own, quietly in the jungle.

The rescued elephant are not for free. In Thailand, a baby elephant will cost 2 million baht. Even if the old elephant without value is worth hundreds of thousands, they can still be forced to conceive, or take away ivory or make leather bags. ....

*2/24 update:
Among the dozens of elephants rescued by ENP, most are willing to believe in human beings again, but there are also some that can not calm the pain and anger... For example, one of them has hurt many people, even tried to involve people who near the fence after rescue.

In the past, he worked in a circus and was stabbed blind for choosing to resist (he was obedient in order to make him lose his sense of direction). Later, he might have the determination to die, and resist even stronger, which led to his left ear being cut off, and the end he was overcome by anesthesia. People were afraid to be closer any more and decided to starve him to death.

His anger, perhaps with more fear than we can imagine...
Now he was still walking around, screaming and trying to get out of the fence. We can understand, but never can really feel the pain he has experienced in the past.

▲ More is:
1. Bananas for elephants are like our sweets.
2. Elephants use smell to identify people, like shoes and feet.

3. Elephant's ear is for heat dissipation. Because the ear is spread over the blood vessels, it dissipates heat fast, helps body cool down.

4. Depends on different personality, some of elephants love playing in water, some not, also, they are afraid of cold. They love mud baths to moisturize and repel mosquitoes. “Elephant bath” for tourist can easily lead to dry skin and even ulceration.

5. The normal elephant back is a curved hill-shaped. Their neck and trunk are strong and able to roll up 500 kg. However, the back is very fragile. When be riding all the year round, elephant's back will collapse. Some will even cause their knees unable to bend, that they can only stand sleep.

6. The Phajaan ceremony will separate the elephant into a wooden cage that can only stand. In addition to depriving water and food, they will continue to release noise to keep the elephant awake.

Use a sharp bamboo stick or nail to puncture elephant's toes and use bullhock to cut ears. Be beaten for one hour every morning and evening. When elephants are too weak to stand, they will put on the ropes to hold their necks.

Phajaan means ''destroying'', destroying elephant's mind, letting them collapse... so they can "train" them by fear. And training is still being tortured...

7. If they are lucky, they can drink 5-10 liters of water a day (it should be 140-200), and only dry palm leaves can eat. Many of the disobedient elephants even had their legs broken.... (Bualoi is one of them)

8. Many mothers are forced to mate, their body and mind are greatly hurt, when they smell or see the male elephant, they will straight run hard, but at the same time, because of the chained state, their hips collapse and hind limbs are disabled.

9. In addition to the parents, the baby elephant has a babysitter, and the babysitter will take responsibility for the care. Parents will do their best to protect family. The last thing to fight the poachers is to be killed...including the babysitter, so poachers can take baby elephant away.

10. The recovery period of the rescued elephants may take 1-2 years to return to a [healthier] state, and some will be super terrified when the chain is untied.

*2/28 Update:
Ploy Thong, blind, around 30 years old, spent 16 years in Pattaya, Thailand, taking tourists day in and day out from dawn to sunset, sniffing directions with his trunk. He had been in the circus before.

In rescuing Bua Keaw, elephant foundation volunteers noticed Ploy's suffering, so they negotiated with his owner. Finally, Ploy was rescued by ENP last year (20180203). When he arrived the park, he made a low voice, which attracted the elephants in the forest not far away. They all came up to meet him. They caressed the blind elephant with their trunks and wrapped them around each other. Guess he would never forget the warmth of his new family. (if you are interested, please search keyword Ploy Thong, this section has a video recorded.)

▲ Episode:
Across the river, opposite ENP, is a profit elephant camp. You can see elephants showering many times a day by the river, their skin weak, dry and with cuts. And man with a long hook around his waist, he let elephants knelt down like human so that everyone could take pictures, then let them ride on his back (hundreds of dollars at a time).

Amor asked the ENP staff: "Didn’t any of the elephants escape?"
"A few months ago there was a baby elephant run away, that time all the elephants stopped and went to the baby," he said.

But soon, he was caught back. That night the baby elephant screamed and cried loud across the river, and he did not come out to take any passengers for a week. (they were often kept in cages to prevent escape, starved them, fasted and beaten)

That night, the elephants were still restless, and talking at bedtime. There's nothing we can do for it, because a baby elephant costs millions of dollars, and there are more than 200 elephants on the rescue list who were in more urgent or worse conditions...

In addition to hoping that everyone can pass on the information, please also pray for this baby elephant and other who injured, to be treated better, released, and return to freedom and peace.

* Many elephants in the ENP have detailed records, if you want to participate in the volunteer or knowing these elephants please do search or contact: www.elephantnaturepark.org

《ジョゼと虎と魚たち》
蒼のワルツ / Ao no Waltz / 蔚藍的華爾滋 / Waltz of the Blue　
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英文翻譯 / English Translation :


日文歌詞 / Japanese Lyrics :
懐かしさに溺れた　まだ青かった僕ら
雲が残る合間　ただ太陽を見ていた
おざなりな僕ら　溢れだした声が
ただ大切な事は　伝わらないようにできてた

かたちのない色味を　抱きしめてみたの
期待と不安の日々を　後悔の味で知った
知らない世界へ　手を伸ばしたくて
強がりのウソなど　ポケットにしまった

優しさを包む痛みも全部
覚えていたくて

ただ願って願って　生まれ変わっても
不確かな未来を謳っては触れたくて
伝って伝って　頬を流れる
その涙の味は　いつかの約束
ただ灰になって　朧げになって
遠く何処かへ　この夜を越えて蒼に染まる

夜もすがら夢を　張り巡らした想いを
見つからないまま　月は影を落とした
寝もやらず明けて　手も離せなくて
憧れる君を　遠ざけてしまった

あの日の僕の眼差しも全部
霞んでしまって

ただ痛くて痛くて　堪らない
空の青さは深く色を孕んでは冷たくて
伝って伝って　寄せ合う肩を
震わせた　微かな温もりを抱いては
まだ見ぬ世界へ　花は風を待って
遠く何処かへ　この夜を越えて蒼に染まる

犯してきた過ちも　その後悔さえも
かけがえのないものだから

ただ願って願って　生まれ変わっても
不確かな未来を謳っては触れたくて
伝って伝って　頬を流れる
その涙の味は　いつかの約束
ただ灰になって　朧げになって
遠く何処かへ　この夜を越えて蒼に染まる

中文歌詞 / Chinese Lyrics :
依舊青澀的我們沉溺於懷舊過去
僅是望著雲雲間隙中探頭的太陽
從敷衍的我們口中流露出的聲音
刻意不透露一絲珍貴重要的事情

我曾試圖伸手擁抱那不具形體的滋味
期待與不安的時光，帶著後悔的苦味度過
我希望能將手伸向未知的世界
而把倔強的謊言收進口袋裡

將溫柔包裹起的苦痛也想全部——
毫不畏懼地體驗看看

僅是祈求著、渴望著，若能有來生
仍想高頌並觸及那不可預測的未來
緩緩地、緩緩地，自臉龐滑下的淚水
那淚水的味道是某日一同許下的約定
哪怕僅化作一片朦朧、化作點點塵埃
仍邁向遙遠的某處，飛越這片黑夜、渲染上蔚藍的色彩

那夜深人靜的夢，與那心頭滿溢的思念
始終無法尋回，僅是與月光映照的身影相伴
徹夜未眠至天明，依然畏懼鬆開緊繫的雙手
卻不知不覺與憧憬的你，漸行漸遠

那一天我看見的一切也全都——
因淚水變得模糊不清

僅是隱隱作痛、好難受，令人難以承受
天空的蒼藍孕育出的顏色太過冰冷刺痛
緩緩地、緩緩地，兩人互相倚靠的雙肩
你總輕輕顫抖，只要我抱起你、傳遞那微微的溫暖
繁花等著風兒吹起，向著從未見過的嶄新世界
邁向那遙遠的某處，飛越這片黑夜、渲染上蔚藍的色彩

不論是曾犯下的過錯，抑或惦記的點點懊悔
「全都是無可取代的珍貴回憶啊。」所以啊——

僅是祈求著、渴望著，若能夠再有來生
仍想高頌並觸及我們那不可預測的未來
緩緩地、緩緩地，自你臉龐滑下的淚水
那淚水的鹹味是彼此曾一同許下的約定
哪怕所有的回憶早已化作一片朦朧塵埃
仍向著遙遠的某處，飛越這片黑夜、渲染上海洋般蔚藍的色彩

英文歌詞 / English Lyrics :
Drowning in nostalgia, we were still young
I was just looking at the sun while the clouds remained
We were so standoffish, with the overflowing voice
I couldn't express the things that are so important to us

I tried to embrace the shapeless color
I learned about the days of expectation and anxiety with the taste of regret
I want to reach out to a world I don't know
But I put my pretended strength back in my pocket

I want to remember all the pain that surrounds my kindness

Simply pray and pray, even if I am reborn
I don't want to forget that uncertain future
Tears that intertwined and trail down the cheek
are the taste same as the promise from that day
Even if they become ashes and everything becomes vague
Somewhere far away beyond this night, it is dyed in blue

I've been dreaming all night long with these overflowed feelings
The moon cast a shadow without being found
I couldn't sleep and couldn't let go of our hands
You're the one I yearn for, yet somehow I've kept you away

All the things my eyes saw on that day have also become hazy

It just hurts and hurts and I can't stand it
The blueness of the sky is deep and cold.
Our shoulders slowly close together
You shivered, I pass on my slight warmth
To the world we haven't seen yet, with flowers dancing in the wind
Somewhere far away beyond this night, it is dyed in blue

The mistakes I made and even the regrets are irreplaceable, so I...

Just hope and hope even if you are reborn
I want to touch and sing along with the uncertain future
The taste of tears that fall and fall down my cheeks
are the taste same as the promise from that day
Even if they become ashes and everything becomes vague
Somewhere far away beyond this night, it is dyed in blue

#喬瑟與虎與魚群
#ジョゼと虎と魚たち
#JoseetheTigerandtheFish

我們身邊或許還是有需多無法公開性傾向的朋友，
或是有很多陷入家庭關係，受到長輩壓迫還在掙扎苦痛的人。
　　　　　　　　
希望這個世界能夠更友善，
能夠慢慢走向一個讓每個人都能舒服自在生活的地方。
　　　　　　　　
同遊前夕的夫夫劇場，
這禮拜讓我們來聽聽這對男同志伴侶對未來的考慮，
以及他們最後的選擇。　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　
　　　　　　　　
🌈臺灣同志遊行—同志好厝邊
2019年10月26日（六）
讓我們一起為愛而走。
　　　　　　　　
地點｜台北市政府前廣場
時間｜12：00彩虹市集 13：30遊行出發
　　
　　
🏳‍🌈 導演/後製 Director ｜張維剛
編劇 Screenwriter｜林哲弘
翻譯 English subtitle｜DEAR BLUE
　　
🏳‍🌈 演員Cast(按出場順序in order of appearance)
林哲弘(哲弘) LIN,JHE-HONG IG:_hong_noah_
郭宸瑋(宸瑋) GUO,CHEN-WEI IG:k871306
林思穎(思穎) LIN,SIH-YING IG:ying_ice_lin
王盈堯(阿凱) WANG,YING-YAO IG:eyo_wang
　　　　
　　　　　　
　　　　
#婚姻平權 #結婚 #同志

《甲鉄城のカバネリ》
Through My Blood〈AM〉
作詞：cAnON
作曲：澤野弘之
編曲：澤野弘之
歌：Aimer

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英文歌詞 / English Lyrics :
Am I still in the glum nightmare?
Or am I mere stoned?

Tiny bit of reason still remains in my right hand
That power of ache will just keep me alive

Can't touch nothing 'bout the world
But the truth almost has revealed
Then smash out the future told
It's time to end these miseries
Latch off my vagus nerve
What color is my blood...Red, black or white?
Now I'm getting ready
Oh, where are my frenemies?

If I got to lose control
Will you kill me first?

Deep rooted anger still remains in my right hand
That power of ache will just keep me alive

Can't touch nothing 'bout the world
But the truth almost has revealed
Then smash out the future told
It's time to end these miseries
Latch off my vagus nerve
What color is my blood...Red, black or white?
Now I'm getting ready
Oh, where are my frenemies?

Have I gone so mad?
The pain's through my blood

Can't touch nothing 'bout the world
But the truth almost has revealed
Then smash out the future told
It's time to end these miseries
Latch off my vagus nerve
What color is my blood...Red, black or white?
Now I'm getting ready
Oh, where are my frenemies?

Have I gone so mad?
The pain's through my blood

中文歌詞 / Chinese Lyrics :
我還身處於陰幽黯淡的夢魘中嗎？
還是我仍迷惘茫然？

手中仍遺留著殘存無幾的理性
而這痛楚的力量，將驅使我堅強地尋覓希望

我卻無法感受到這世界的一絲一毫
然而事實卻早已全然呈現眼前
就這麼擊碎看似註定的未來
一切苦難都將自此完結
就這麼繃緊神經
我身上流淌的血是腥紅、黝黑還是皎潔呢？
我已經準備好了
現在，我的敵友又在何方呢？

倘若我失去了理智
你能否率先將我弒去？

手中仍殘存根深蒂固的盛怒
而這苦痛的力量，將驅使我堅強地尋覓希望

我卻無法感受到這世界的一絲一毫
然而事實卻早已全然呈現眼前
就這麼擊碎看似註定的未來
一切苦難都將自此完結
就這麼繃緊神經
我身上流淌的血是腥紅、黝黑還是皎潔呢？
我已經準備好了
現在，我的敵友又在何方呢？

我是否早已走火入魔？
種種苦痛仍在我的血液中肆意流竄

我卻無法感受到這世界的一絲一毫
然而事實卻早已全然呈現眼前
就這麼擊碎看似註定的未來
一切苦難都將自此完結
就這麼繃緊神經
我身上流淌的血是腥紅、黝黑還是皎潔呢？
我已經準備好了
現在，我的敵友又在何方呢？

我是否早已沉溺其中？
伴隨著深植血液中流竄的痛楚