Dear Layla,
Thank you for giving me the privilege of being a mom. After having you, did i realize how much I've always wanted to be a mom. You've been everything I've prayed for and more. When i was pregnant, i silently prayed for a healthy, adventurous, curious, happy, chatty baby that's eager to learn and explore. Thank YOU for hearing my prayer. And Thank you, Layla, for showing us (your papa and i) how much we are able to love beyond what we thought we knew was love.
This journey is not without its struggles though. As much as i enjoy being your mother, i am faced with challenges, dilemmas and insecurities daily, some days are bigger than others. But I'm grateful for the support, im grateful we have our strong family unit, i am grateful we have each other to get us through each day. Despite the challenges, we start each day and end off every night with a smile on our faces and our hearts.
Your existence prompt me to reevaluate on my values, my behaviour, my beliefs, my conversations, my thoughts, my relationships, my future, my fears, my time, my health. I will strive to be as authentic as i can as a mother, building a trusting and respectful relationship with you. I am here not to teach, i am here to learn. I am human, and i will make mistakes, but i must remind myself to always practise self-compassion.
This is just the beginning. I don't know how the road ahead is gonna be, but let's go, let's have fun!
I love you Layla Woo. ❤
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The world really has evolved several stages since 2020, and also since the beginning of my career- and that’s the beauty of it all. Nothings permanent, everything changes and newer, more exciting things keep coming into the mix.
Tomorrow my baby will turn 6 months. What a massive milestone, for her and for myself. As I am learning everyday to be a better mother, I am also learning to become a stronger me. I have been wanting to update fans and friends on how I am doing - and yet every time I try, I just feel like “oh gosh. Where do I even start?” And before that thought process is over, I would be busy either feeding my baby, changing a diaper, soothing her, or putting her to sleep.
The first few months of my baby’s life felt like it flew by so quickly yet at the same time pre-baby feels like a lifetime ago - everything in my world has shifted. My whole focus was her - I was breastfeeding, (which, by the way, is HEAPS harder than giving birth), making sure she’s eating well, sleeping well, and pooping well. And, understandably, paranoid about any kind of germs in the house. There was no difference between day and night, it’s just wake time and sleep time. It made no difference for me what day of the week it was, what weather it was, what’s happening with my industry, or with the world other than the daily Covid news, because I just needed to stay home make sure that my little newborn is far far far away from covid. I barely saw friends, and hadn’t eaten in a restaurant for north of half a year. As I took care of her, I barely had time to wash my own face, go to the bathroom, or sleep for a long stretch of time. I also didn’t have enough breastmilk, so I would sit there and try to pump the life out of me, just so I could provide half of a meal for my baby. I tried everything - but I do know that low supply isn’t uncommon. So- as glamorous as mom life can appear to be on social media, don’t be fooled. It’s humbling, but it’s also life-altering and the most rewarding thing I’ve ever done.
Emotionally, I’ve been so over the moon and happy. I enjoy spending time with my newborn baby, she makes me giggle and smile - even though I wish my mother was here to share old baby stories of me, and experience all of this together. But having a daughter really makes you feel more connected to your mother on a completely different level - I just know she’s happy and proud of me from up above. I’ve taught her how to semi-feed herself, how to fall asleep by herself, teaching her still how to roll, sit, and semi-stand (crazy!!), and I’ve played her tunes on my guitar like she’s the only fan in my fan club.
I also consider myself blessed that I never had issues with postpartum depression, despite suffering from mommy’s wrist. I had an amazing relationship with my 陪月/月嫂 who helped me immensely more than words can say. I have not been able to see my side of the family for over a year, but I’m blessed to have amazing in-laws and fellow mommy friends to share experiences with.
Nothing has been easy, but I am the most grateful for my husband - he was always by my side when I needed him. We change diapers together, we bathe our daughter, we sing to her together, and read bedtime stories to her together. I can safely say, that I’m MUCH happier than when I was towards the end of my music label contract. There have been some dark years there.
Hitting 6 months is a big deal for me. I can safely pat myself on my back and reminisce on THE single most biggest achievement of my life, my daughter. Obviously, 6 months is not long in the grand scheme of things, ie. her entire life ahead, but it is a big milestone for me mentally, and finally I feel it’s time to really focus on my own personally healing. I completely lost myself in taking care of her, and yet I felt the most alive and the most needed - and I found a new me in the process. It’s a beautiful kind of chaos and I embraced all of it. But yes, now it’s time for me again. finally.
Hitting this 6 month mark, I have decided to now wean from breastfeeding, take care of my body better, drink some wine, and write more songs for real. (If my daughter allows, lol). I am choosing to give myself some more me-time, read a book, get my nails done, and eventually get a haircut too. And.. start to think about dieting and training. Moms don’t get enough credit for deciding consciously to not slim down yet because they gotta breastfeed. But- with that said, all moms have their own struggles that no one knows of, so never judge!
A part of the stress that comes with social media sometimes, is actually comments on moms’ sizes, even praises of “wow you slimmed down fast!” As though that’s the most important thing of all. The toxic culture pains me and I just know it’s not the point. For me, it really was a conscious decision, just to be a mother first, above all else, at least for these first six months of her little life. And looking at her, strong, happy and healthy, I am truly so so proud of her for her growth and development.
And finally.. I’m finally ready to think about myself again as a musician. I know I’m lucky to be able to have a choice of being with her for 6 months; I count my blessings everyday. But as songwriting wheels become rustier, and as the industry evolves, I’m quite frankly not sure yet what a singer-songwriter mom looks like. I struggle to name artists in the Chinese speaking world that I could reference from - but I promise I’ll continue to bring music to those ears that still choose to listen.
I still hope that one day - little Naomi can see mama on stage. Looking down at her as she sleeps, I always imagine what she would be like as she grows up - and I hope that one day she will be able to pursue what she loves to do and focus on the truly meaningful things in life.
Thank you for reading through this thinking-out-loud random catch-up session blog thing. I’m just so glad I survived 6 months of motherhood. This stuff ain’t easy! Sending love and thank you all for the support, as always. More updates later!
xRobynn
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"My advocacies would always be about mental health awareness. I'm creating and establishing Macky Academy for the future of our young talented Filipinos kids and youths. And helping Filipino people, one person at a time."
Update: As of July 30, 2020, I have spent 190,000 Pesos and sent our fellowmen in the Philippines to help them get by. If you would like to donate to my advocacy please send me an email: hello@mackysuson.com
Your support and donation will help a lot of our fellowmen during this crisis. Sharing this video is also your support to everyone.
#MackyQuotes
Live to me is more spontaneous and I'm able to show my real feelings without editing it or worrying about commiting mistakes, any words at all. "
"Recording makes me feel I have to be perfect."
Yana Sy "I'm always thankful and happy that I'm back in the field and I'm always grateful about that one."
"It's not about passing. I'm able to do things that I'm supposed to do."
"I'm just happy,blessed,and grateful about it."
"I was focused on people giving pieces of advice and helping people on Facebook, appears it from prizes, gcash and load. I'm happy doing that. "
"I was really happy doing that sense I believe it became my therapy."
"I'm also grateful that I have my Macky Agents on my group, on my Facebook page because they are the one to make someone friend. "
"I thanking them and I was grateful. The help, support and love they show me even though they don't know me at all. "
"Things that happened to me in the past when I was young. Things that I think no one should feel it. "
"Things happen in the past are worthy in the past."
"Though I look back to the past sometimes, it doesn't necessarily that it contributed to my depressive episode that I have. "
"Im recovering very well and thanks God everything is really really well."
"I'm just thanking God for me giving me a chance to go back to field because that's the only thing that will solve my problem. "
"I'm just thanking God for me giving me a chance to go back to field because that's the only thing that will solve my problem. "
"I'm able to balance my life a lot easier now. My time management go a lot better."
"One of the things that I love to myself is I dont believe to myself but some just one.
"I believe that there is always in this everything like motivational speaking, dancing, and singing. "
"Grew up as a Filipino having nothing at all, I've just wanted to try everything what I could. "
"I've been doing all the things that I love in the past few years."
"Thanks God for my work and thanks God for the blessings that I've been receiving from him. "
"I know that I don't deserved it all that's why I'm sharing."
Be grateful, count your blessings."
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"Do what you love, sharing is happiness."
"Dancing is expression, express yourself."
"Happiness should be our priority."
"Happiness and recovery is still your main goal and priority."
"If I don't like things that I'm not comfortable with or I'm not happy with, I will make sure that I will not do it unless I will prioritize the things that will makes me happy."
"I will just follow what my guts are telling."
"Trust your instinct, science cannot explain it."
"I'm more rational in making decisions. I always counting it weighing things. "
"The process, and the consequences of the things that I will do."
"Making decisions is never gonna be easy. And I'm getting back on it."
"Im getting good on it again. I would say that those are the things I say. I am recovering well. "
"Trust but verify it."
"Trusting but verifying your clients especially when your client is overwhelmingly. Change a lot in just a short time. "
"Your will is stronger than any medications."
"I've change a lot in short time because my will to move on, my will to recover, and to fight are so strong. "
"I'm so strong that's the reason I recovered well."
"Great support system contributes to fast recovery."
The medications, and the prayers that I've got from my Macky Agents, from my friends and my family members, from everyone, and the support of God, and the love I felt from them. Those are the things that contributed me a lot to a fast recovery. "
Knowing and talking to people I don't know. And being able to interact with them and let them understand my situation, at the same time connecting to them, giving them pieces of advice. Knowing that there are people who reach out to me, who have problems not just financially but as well as depression, family problems, love problems, it makes me happy."
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Too many big dreams, too many failures, too many disappointments despite all the achievements in life will give us at least a little impact even if we don't put it into our head.
For me, all of these disappointments gives me huge anxiety. I am always worried about my future. I am always unhappy though I have too many great projects to work with.
These projects that I am working on are my achievements yet I am still thinking about the things that I didn't achieve and adding more anxiety in my life.
I couldn't figure things out. Why on earth I am feeling like this? Is it me or am I really a loser who achieved nothing in life?
I started reading a lot as usual so I can gain some insights about myself.
What I found gave me temporary relief and it created a path to the permanent solution.
Gratitude.
I was working with amazing brands like Loreal, Shopee and Guardian yet I was so dissatisfied. It is because I wasn't being grateful for what happened.
I wasn't thanking the moment that happened to me. I knew long ago that I was lacking empathy. Gratitude too? Perplexed.
Then I took a second to myself and thought, "what on earth is gratitude? How on earth I do it?"
Well, honestly I am still working on my gratitude skills. Yet, I feel so much better than before and so much confident than ever.
Especially with the recession that is happening, I need my confidence the most right now.
How to show gratitude?
Things will go wrong cause somehow life is full of ups and downs. Rather than complaining and feeling low, you can start seeing the positivity behind each problem.
Lost your job? Maybe, this is the time for you to explore yourself and get a better opportunity in life. Be grateful that it happened.
Quarantined and bored? Maybe, this is the time to start the blog you was always talking about *Learn how to start a blog with me (One to one online class). Hehehehe.
Maybe it is time to start your novel? Maybe its time to start the online business that you have always dreamed off.
All the things that have happened in your life, be thankful and show them your gratitude. Say thanks for each small help you're getting. Start looking at the other side of a coin and appreciate it.
Believe that everything happens for a good reason and God will never give a challenge that you can't handle.
Your perception about a lot of things will change and you will start having only good energy around when you start seeing everything with a grateful mind.
Remember creating a positive vibe is important. Showing gratitude makes you have so much positive energy within you and it gives you the courage to move on in life with great strength.
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Hi beautiful ♥️
So today is the day where I finally gathered my courage up and decided to share this ‘GTBWM’ video and a short story about my struggle, or I would prefer to say my journey with acne. Throughout this caption, I will share with you a few things that I wish my past self knew.
If you ask me what is my biggest insecurity ? My skin. If you personally know me, or you’ve watched my youtube video regarding of my skin problems, you should know I’ve been struggling so long even till today.
5 years ago, during my stressful life with work and about to get hitched, I realized a few spots started appearing on my forehead and cheeks. Before that year I never really had to worry about skin problems, I always had super clear skin growing up, so frankly, I didn’t really have any knowledge about skin issues and what they are called. The irony of that was my mom’s skin is genetically flawless, so my naive past self’s mind thought that just because my mom’s skin is beautiful, then it was impossible for me to get any skin issues.
Later on, I had the worst time in my life where’s my face is totally changed 360. My face full with acnes, pimples, blemishes, bumps, you name it ! You can check out my youtube video for full story, there’s some photos too. ?
So cut it short, my skin is getting better after I gave birth to my kids. Still having the same problem till now but not that serious. So back to my insecurity, what’s still makes me felt down is the scars that past skin problems left for me. Trust me, from that moment my self-esteem is no longer with me.
So under my makeup, editing, filters, and flash is really bad skin, I don’t bother to makeup if it’s not necessary, and think I am makeup-less most of the time now.
The reason why I’m ‘exposing’ my skin now is because I’m tired of hiding, I’m tired of people look at me like something is on my face, I’m tired making people think my skin is flawless. No, not at all ! This video shown my skin a week ago while I had my PMS. You can see there’s PMS bumps and redness.
I just want to make myself feel better with my skin now by posting this. And I know, there’s someone out there having this problem too or even worse so I should be grateful for not having the skin I had before.
Please please guys, if you see someone having a hard time with their skin or even body, please don’t make them feel down. I’ve been there and still experience it till today. Don’t make us feel bad about ourselves. ?
I used to use chemical-free products for a year before, so I decided to put on some products with minimal chemical now because you know, I’m getting older, I also want that korean skin. ?
This is totally not a sponsored post, all those products I used is based on my research & study what’s good for my acne-scars skin.
I can see some improvements on my skin, less dull, not dry, less oily and minimizing my pores.
There’s another products I use forgot to include in the video above :
Exfoliator - St. Ives Acne Control Apricot Scrub
Mask - Aztec Indian Healing Clay Mask
Alternate Moisturizer - @SuuBalm_my Cooling Itch Relief Moisturizer.
Please share with me what products you’re currently using if you have similar skin problem. ♥️
MUSIC CREDIT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUBsHCElTd0
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