HI HI TO ALL MY HAPPY ‘TAP” FAMILYYYY ❣️❣️❣️
I haven’t written to you all for such a long time and I do apologize so much for this. I don’t know how TIME FLIES the way it does!
I wanted to share some thoughts on this very momentous and memorable DAY in my life.. I am strolling into the BIG 6 ❤️ today!!! My BRAIN IS EMPTY!!
All I can think of is HOW GRATEFUL I am to the Universe, and to all of YOU, to my LOVING FAMILY, my INCREDIBLE FRIENDS… all this life has brought to me.. that our Planet is so beautiful and there is so much to be thankful and OPEN to.
After 60 years, chasing so many things, experiencing the excitement, ups and downs of almost all of life, months, weeks, days, minutes, seconds… and I realize, all I really desire and want, is a SIMPLE SMILE, WARMTH, UNDERSTANDING, A Heartwarming HUG, A phone call, or now, text to say HI… A Healthy and strong Body, LOTS & LOTS of LAUGHTER, CONNECTION, COMMUNICATION, LOVE, LOVE & LOVE. No matter what circumstances we run into, Rain, Thunder, Protests, Covid, it is absolutely possible to realize that ALL THINGS MUST PASS, and through the most difficult or most ravishing times, we can find comfort in holding the hands of those loving people around us. I know there is still so much more to learn while we are so BLESSED to be a VALUED GUEST on this Earth for such a fleeting moment. I feel I must keep on learning and evolving to be the BEST person I can be.
I realize that when we are born, we need so much love, feeding, nurturing, understanding, and a lot of HELP! When we get old, we need so much love, feeding, tolerance, patience, understanding, and a lot of HELP! There is no difference in the VALUE of each end of the stick. Just what we can do in between that will make ALL the difference and we all have a CHOICE in how we want to write our own, unique, wonderful, heartfelt STORY.
LIFE can be, and IS SO VERY BEAUTIFUL. The Beauty I used to understand doesn’t hold any meaning for me anymore.. The BEAUTY I HOLD TRUE is the LOVE & BEAUTY inside of ME and all the surroundings of the amazing Mother Nature. Each of us, is handcrafted so very intricately, to have all the same physical features, yet not a single one of us is a duplicate of another. We all have a brain to think, yet every single one of us does not think like any other. We ALL have a PATH, yet every one of our paths is different from each other. But we are ALL meticulously woven together, our lives, our actions are all intertwined. Every action we take, affects another. Every tree, every flower, mountain, sea, sky, clouds, animals, and all beloved creatures. We are the unique creatures, blessed with thinking, speaking & doing. I feel I must do everything I can to HONOR this special GIFT from Mother Nature. Beauty is DEEP & ROOTED & everywhere we look. I’m going to embrace everything PapaGOD & the Universe has given me.
I’m SO GRATEFUL for making it this far, in GOOD HEALTH, GOOD SPIRITS, GOOD MIND & BODY. Every day is a SURPRISE to me. Every moment is truly a BLESSING and ever so sacred. I will continue to live each BLESSED day with an open heart, open mind, and open SPIRIT. I will live each day as HIGH as I can go, no matter how low I feel. I will enjoy growing old GRACEFULLY, and make a conscious effort to do and BE the BEST I can be EACH SINGLE DAY, CHERISH & take care of it like a RARE and Beautiful JEWEL, which LIFE & our EARTH IS.
Today I spend with my LOVING FAMILY & MY FRIENDS. Well.. one loving Family is missing and in Mainland, now resting, but working VERY HARD! I’m so proud of Lam because we are so happy that he gets to SHARE his music with a WHOLE NEW GENERATION of wonderful, talented singers. It’s a GREAT BLESSING to sing with these enthusiastic Artists who can make a great difference in the world with their bellowing voices. I watch every episode with great anticipation and I hope you will too! All the Artists create their own Magic with each song & emotions!
I also would like to share with you my real and Authentic physical & Spiritual SELF!!! I just want to BE TOTALLY and ALL OF what is TRULY ME! I hope you all can accept me as I AM, white hair with my cutey wrinkles! Lam really enjoys it cos now I can keep him COMPANY & look like TWINS! I don’t know where my WHOLE self will go from here.. but I’m really going to look forward to all the natural progressions my mind and body will be taking.. just like Mother Nature.. she accepts all that comes to her and embraces it all…just as it is!
I wonder if I can remotely understand the meaning of life by now? I want to TAP (THINK ACTPOSITVE) at all times making others HAPPY & be HAPPY to see others HAPPY! I understand there is NO RIGHT or WRONG in any of our actions whether positive or negative, but only the divine consequences of those actions we choose. I feel we are BLESSED to be here with a DIVINE PURPOSE which is to help ourselves & each other. To preserve and maintain this amazing PLANET & EARTH. To evolve ourselves, & each generation, so they can pass the baton and also evolve the Earth! I also feel we are definitely NOT ALONE! NEVER! We are always in the SOOTHING, EMBRACING arms of the Divine Source Universe, and when we feel we don’t know where to turn, PapaGOD is ALWAYS there for us, ready to give us whatever we want in the deepest of our hearts with the utmost sincerity. Everything we receive is in its Divine Timing, and Divine Perfection.
With that.. HAPPYNESS & GREAT HEALTH TO ALL OF YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS and LOVE YOURSELF as well as LOVE ALL THOSE and EVERYTHING AROUND YOU! BELIEVE ME.. ALL WE HAVE and NEED IS LOVE!!!!
MUAH MUAH MUAH with 60 YEARS OF BLESSINGS! YEHHHHHH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE!! SALLY!!!
PS. I had a great wonderful party with best of FRIENDS TONITE❣️❣️ Came home and took some selfies to shock all of U❣️❣️ My HAPPY DECADE HAPPY 6💜 GIRL (⁉️) look❣️❣️ CHEERS EVERYONE❣️❣️❣️🌹🌹🧚🏽♀️🧚🏽♀️🧚🏽♀️
HI HI 快樂的 “TAP” 大家庭 ❣️❣️
已經很久沒有給大家寫信了，對此我深表歉意。不知道時間怎麼就這樣過去了!
我想在生命中這個非常重要和難忘的日子和大家分享一些想法和感觸 —— 今天我悠然邁入了以6字開頭的歲月!! ❤️ 大腦一片空白!!
我所能想到的是對上天，對你們每一位，對親愛的家人，對不可思議的朋友們 —— 對生命所贈與我的這一切 —— 所懷有的深深感激。我們所生活的星球如此美麗，實在有太多太多需要去感謝、感激，去敞開心扉擁抱。
60年過去了，我也曾經追逐過很多，在每月每週每日每分每秒中，經歷了生命可能賦予的幾乎所有激動和起落，而如今我意識到，自己真正渴望和想要的，只是一個簡單的微笑，溫暖，理解，一個暖心的擁抱，一通電話，或者現在更流行的，問好的一條短信.. 一個健康強壯的身體，很多很多笑聲，連結，交流，愛，愛，以及，愛。無論我們遇到怎樣的狀況 —— 下雨、雷電、抗議、疫情，一直要謹記於心的是，無論如何，這一切終將過去；在最困難或最開心的時刻，我們都能握住身邊人的手，並從中找到最大的安慰或共鳴。能得此幸運，在如此短暫的一剎，來到地球做她的尊貴旅客，我知道還有太多東西需要學習，感覺自己必須不斷學習成長，才能成為最好的自己。
我也意識到，出生的時候，我們需要很多愛，需要被餵食物，需要關懷、滋養、理解，需要很多幫助！變老後，我們也需要很多愛，需要被餵食物，需要寬容、耐心、理解，需要很多幫助！人生兩端的價值，並沒有任何分別。只有在中間段，我們能選擇如何去書寫屬於自己的，獨特的，精彩的，發自內心的故事；而也正是在中間段所做的選擇，決定了我們會有怎樣的人生。
生活可以，也確實是非常美麗的。我曾經所理解的美，對於現時的我而言，已經沒有了當初的意義。現在，我所抱持的真正的美，是內心的愛與美，以及令人驚嘆的大自然所賦予的，環繞著我們的一切。每個人都好似複雜精緻的手工藝品，雖然有著相同的身體特徵，但沒有一個人是另一個人的複製品。我們都有大腦可以思考，但每個人和其他人想的都不同。我們都有要走的人生之路，但每個人的道路各不相同。然而，大家又被如此精心地連結在一起，彼此的生活和行為交織在一起。我們採取的每一個行動，都不可避免地影響著他人，甚至影響著每一棵樹，每一朵花；影響著山、海、天空、雲朵、動物，和所有其他可愛生靈。我們是獨一無二的存在，有福氣擁有思考、講話和行動的能力。所以我感覺自己必須盡所能去致敬和珍視這份來自自然的特殊禮物。美深深根植於我們目光所及的每處。我將擁抱上天和世界贈與我的一切。
我很感激人生走到了這裡，健康，精神，頭腦和身體都很好。每一天對我來說都是驚喜。每一刻都是充滿祝福和神聖的。我將繼續以開放的心靈、開放的思想和開放的精神去過好每一天。我會盡力去把每天過到最好，儘管有時候也會感覺低落。我將享受優雅地變老，有意識地努力在每天做到自己的最好，也成為最好的自己，珍惜和照顧匆匆而過的每日，好似它們是稀有又美麗的珠寶；而其實，生命和地球也的確如此。
今天我會和我愛的家人們和朋友們一起度過。對的，一位有愛家人不在這裡，他在內地，現在有空休息一下，但一直都在非常努力地工作! 我為Lam 感到驕傲，因為大家都非常開心他有機會同新一代如此出色、才華橫溢的年輕歌手們分享他的音樂。與這些富有激情的藝術家們一起唱歌是一種巨大的幸福；年輕一代的歌聲將給這個世界帶來改變。每一期節目我都有充滿期待地觀看，希望你們也會看！所有的藝術家們都在用每首歌和感情創造著自己的魔法！
我也想和你們分享真實的自我——外在與內在，容貌及心靈!!! 我只想做完完全全的，真正的自己！希望你們能夠接受這樣的我，白頭髮，和可愛的皺紋! Lam 很喜歡我這樣，因為現在我可以和他作伴，我們看上去像雙胞胎! 我不知道我的整個自我會從這裡走向何方，但對接下來身心將會經歷的所有自然旅程，我真心期待… 就好像大自然一樣，她接受並擁抱一切如它們本初的樣子！
我好奇自己現在是否可以算作大概開始理解人生的意義呢？我想做TAP (THINK ACTPOSITVE)，隨時通過正面積極的思考和行動為他人帶去開心，而看到他人開心也會令我感到開心！我明白我們的任何行為，無論是積極或是消極的，都無關對錯；只是，不可避免的，選擇的行為都會帶來相應的結果。我感覺帶著神聖的目的來到這裡是一份福祉，而這個目的就是助人助己，是保護和維繫這個不可思議的星球，是持續進化發展自己和每一代人，這樣他們就可以繼續把進化地球的接力棒傳遞下去! 我也感覺到我們絕對不是孤獨的！從來都不是！我們一直都被上天撫慰著，擁抱在臂膀中。當感覺不知道如何走下去，上天總會在我們身邊，以最大的誠意給予我們內心深處最渴望的所有。我們得到的一切都有它神聖的時間表，都遵循著神聖的完美安排。
以上… 祝愿大家永遠幸福開心健康，愛自己，愛周圍的所有人，愛周圍的一切！相信我… 我們所擁有的和需要的一切，就是愛!!!!
MUAH MUAH MUAH with 60 YEARS OF BLESSINGS! YEHHHHH!!!!
ALL MY LOVE!! SALLY!!!
PS. 今晚我和最好的朋友們開了最棒的Party ❣️❣️❣️ 回到家後拍了幾張自拍，肯定會驚到你們 ❣️❣️❣️ 我的快樂第6個10年 💜 GIRL (⁉️) look❣️❣️❣️ 大家乾杯 ❣️❣️❣️🌹🌹🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️🧚🏻♀️
this is me歌手 在 [心情] This is me (大娛樂家) - 看板gay - 批踢踢實業坊 的推薦與評價
最近有感於礙家公投對同志身心造成的傷害太大
所以想來版上發一些文 希望能給大家一些療癒
今天想介紹的是去年的電影 大娛樂家 裡面的一首歌曲 This is me
----分隔線----以下可能會提及劇情 介意者請左轉離開
大娛樂家這部電影講述的是美國馬戲團大亨P.T.巴納姆發跡的經歷
尤其是巴納姆的馬戲團 專門找來的奇人異事
多半是具有生理缺陷或少數族裔(大鬍子女性/侏儒/巨人/白子/連體人等等)
雖然獲得了票房上的成功 但因為過於獵奇而無法得到評論家的正面肯定
後來巴納姆找來了瑞典歌手珍妮林德在美國開唱後 終於嘗到名利雙收的滋味
於是巴納姆就捧著珍妮林德 捧好捧滿 要幫她開巡演
而把他原來的馬戲團團員棄如敝屣
這樣前後不一的態度當然也讓馬戲團團員們相當受傷
於是大鬍子女性(由Keala Settle飾演並演唱)就率領了團員
從陰暗的走廊中走出來 讓大家正視他們(像不像同志走出櫃子)
當然大家都怕死了 但畢竟這裡都是一些有頭有臉的人
所以倒是沒有口出惡言 只有指指點點的 並自動讓出一條路給他們過
(上流人士不想碰到馬戲團團員們，這還算比較溫和的歧視)
但團員們一路都是 昂首闊步的走過
後來團員們還遇到街坊鄰居們舉牌大聲叫他們「GO HOME」
(像不像 說著不要修改我的民法的楊郡慈/游信義/曾獻瑩/許牧彥/曾品傑/裘佩恩)
但他們仍堅定不拔的換上他們的表演服裝
在他們的舞台上 發光發熱
這整段經過 是由一首歌貫穿 就是這首 This is me
https://youtu.be/CjxugyZCfuw
I am not a stranger to the dark
(我對於幽闇之處並不陌生)
Hide away, they say
(人們常對我說 把你自己藏起來)
'Cause we don't want your broken parts
(因為我們不想看到你的殘缺)
I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars
(我已學會為我自己的傷痕感到羞恥)
Run away, they say
(人們常對我說 滾吧)
No one'll love you as you are
(沒人會喜歡這樣的你)
But I won't let them break me down to dust
(但我不會讓他們把我擊潰成塵埃)
I know that there's a place for us
(我知道 天地間總有一個地方屬於我們)
For we are glorious
(因為我們自有榮耀)
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
(當那些最尖銳的言詞 想刺傷我)
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
(我會召來洪水 淹蓋他們)
I am brave, I am bruised
(我很勇敢 我傷痕累累)
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
(我生而為我 這就是我)
Look out 'cause here I come
(你們當心了 因為我來了)
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
(我將依照我自己擊出的節奏 昂首前行)
I'm not scared to be seen
(我不怕被你們看見)
I make no apologies, this is me
(我也無須道歉 這就是我)
Another round of bullets hits my skin
(另一輪如子彈般的惡意再次襲來)
Well, fire away 'cause today, I won't let the shame sink in
(好 你們開火吧 因為今天我不會再感到羞恥)
We are bursting through the barricades and
(我們遇到難關就披荊斬棘)
Reaching for the sun (we are warriors)
(我們正走向陽光)(我們就是戰士)
Yeah, that's what we've become (yeah, that's what we've become)
(是的 我們已經化身為戰士)
I won't let them break me down to dust
(但我不會讓他們把我擊潰成塵埃)
I know that there's a place for us
(我知道 天地間總有一個地方屬於我們)
For we are glorious
(因為我們自有榮耀)
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
(當那些最尖銳的言詞 想刺傷我)
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
(我會召來洪水 淹蓋他們)
I am brave, I am bruised
(我很勇敢 我傷痕累累)
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
(我生而為我 這就是我)
Look out 'cause here I come
(你們當心了 因為我來了)
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
(我將依照我自己擊出的節奏 昂首前行)
I'm not scared to be seen
(我不怕被你們看見)
I make no apologies, this is me
(我也無須道歉 這就是我)
and I know that I deserve your love
(而我知道 我值得你的愛)
'cause there's nothing I'm not worthy of
(因為沒有什麼事情是我不值得的)
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
(當那些最尖銳的言詞 想刺傷我)
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
(我會召來洪水 淹蓋他們)
This is brave, this is bruised
(這就是勇氣 而這是斑斑傷痕)
This is who I'm meant to be, this is me
(這就是我要成為的樣子 這就是我)
Look out 'cause here I come (look out 'cause here I come)
(你們當心了 因為我來了)
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum (marching on, marching, marching on)
(我將依照我自己擊出的節奏 昂首前行)
I'm not scared to be seen
(我不怕被你們看見)
I make no apologies, this is me
(我也無須道歉 這就是我)
Whenever the words wanna cut me down
(不論何時這些話要刺傷我)
I'll send a flood to drown them out
(我都將召喚洪水淹沒他們)
I'm gonna send a flood Gonna drown them out
(我會召喚洪水淹沒他們)
Oh This is me
(這就是我)
--分隔線--
不知道大家聽完有沒有覺得很療癒呢~
希望能多少撫慰大家最近受到的傷痛
這首歌很好聽 也頗激勵人心
是大娛樂家電影中 最為出色的歌曲之一
因此也入圍了奧斯卡最佳歌曲獎(不過最後是由可可夜總會得獎就是了...)
電影公司也釋出了彩排的版本
https://youtu.be/XLFEvHWD_NE?t=58
(金鋼狼跟keala settle握著手那一幕超級催淚彈)
當然也有電音的混音版本
https://youtu.be/ZwoDYJWWXW0
這個版本是我還滿喜歡的混音
如果你跟我一樣 為了公投而焦慮的話
一起聽聽這首歌吧~~~
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All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.
邪惡獲勝的條件，皆因好人袖手旁觀。
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