清晨五點多醒來，聽到外面滴滴答答，這樣的天氣已經有幾天了，雨，時下時停。
有種錯覺，爸在客廳運動，媽在做早餐….. 我曾經是一個再幸福不過的孩子。
回到現實，明天就是父親節，難怪一早如此思念父親。
躺在床上淚如雨下，一度哭到鼻塞無法呼吸，坐起來或到窗前聽聽外面滴答雨聲以及早起的鳥鳴，情緒平靜了下來。
以前想念爸媽就會哭，一哭馬上轉念並跟爸媽道歉說我很好，不要牽掛。今天不想克制情緒，就讓我哭個夠，雖然沒有肝腸寸斷，但心很痛，傷心時，心是會痛的。
情緒發洩過的心靈，就像園中的花樹，經過雨水洗滌般的清澈。
回到床上，閉上疲累微腫的雙眼，腦海中浮現
「 When I was small and Christmas trees were tall
We used to love while others used to play
Don't ask me why but time has passed us by
Someone else moved in from far away
Now we are tall and Christmas trees are small
And you don't ask the time of day
But you and I our love will never die
But guess we'll cry come first of May ………. 」
#原來今天立秋
#節氣敏感的我
#秋天思念特別深
#此時來首秋意濃
#折騰的自拍沖淡了悲傷
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